But because of my pregnancy and hormones going insane, my emotional strain has gone out of control to the point where I'm pulling all nighters. I'm crying all the time, Im feeling lonely, I'm missing my family, I'm iver thinking things and I'm just making things worse for myself and my child. I'm 11 weeks as of today and I've been crying all night for the fourth consecutive night. I'm tired, physically and emotionally. I'm drained and I don't know what to do. My insurance not kicking in is stressing me out among many other things like not working, bills, and other grown up stuff. I've never felt so lost before. I don't want to be sad anymore.