What I wish my hubby knew
I feel very alone. We have different schedules so that our daughter can have just mommy and daddy around. I'm lucky to work from home on the weekends but that doesn't change the fact that I feel alone. You come home from work everyday. I get a hello but that's about it. You go and play with our daughter which I enjoy watching. When dinner is ready you want to watch tv and eat in the living room while your daughter and I eat by ourselves at the dinner table. I clean up after dinner you continue to watch tv while our daughter try's and gets your attention. When 7 o'clock comes it's bedtime routine time. I bath her by myself, get her dressed and get her in bed. You come up just in time most nights to kiss her good night. Then your off doing whatever you want around the house or watching tv. I usually am straightening up around the house, laundry or actually propping my feet up finally.
What I wish he knew is that I would love for him to talk to me. Ask me how I am. How the new baby is. Ask me if anything interesting happened today. Talk to me!
What I wish he knew was that every time I bring up the baby how it hurts when you change the subject or get distracted with something else. I have tried everything asking you to go to appointments ,ultrasounds, shopping everything you often are busy on your phone or paying all of your attention to our daughter. I'm really about ready to give up.
I have been asking for weeks now when are you gonna paint Chloe's room ( new baby) I get a response I have four more months, when I have time, when I feel like it. When I show you something I love you say that's nice, or that's weird or I'm not crazy about it.
Most of all I wish you knew how alone I feel and how I feel like o have lost my best friend. I seriously don't know what happened and it's getting worse and it's making me angry.
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