i almost want back on the pill

I'm getting so restless with TTC #1. all we do is track everything and make sure we're doing the baby dance either every day or at most two days a part. I feel like I should get back on birth control and then we will get pregnant. I see women I know getting pregnant while on birth control not wanting another child. I so badly want to be a mother and my fiancé so badly wants to be a father! the stress is real y'all.... I need baby dust sent my way along with prayers from the prayer warriors. Tia.