FTM and 3 months pregnant and Im feeling mentally drained physically as well. Depression runs big in my family, not only have I lost the support of my child's father I've overwhelmed with work and trying to make ends meet by myself. I barely eat, no social life(I literally don't want to speak to anyone) and no motivation to do anything. You would think my baby would motivate me to get up and do something but when I try I feel as though something is stopping me😳I was seeing a psychiatrist for awhile (years) thought everything was fine so I stopped the sections. I want to go back but I'll feel judged. My mental state isn't okay and don't get me wrong i love the fact that I'm having a bundle of joy but this feeling is something I can't control. I feel alone like everyone is against me, I feel like I want to disappear and no one will ever see me.