No topic really

Ok so me and my fiancé have been together for two years and we moved to Iowa 6minths into out relationship and I ended up cheating cause I wasn't getting the attention I wanted from my fiancé well it's been about a year since we moved back and I have spent that year making it up to him. Making sure that he knows he is my world cause he is! I love him so very much do I regret me disgusting decision yes I do!!! And I have even told him that but we lack communication since then we are pretty much back to trusting one another the only thing we lack is the communication and I need to know how in the hell do I get that back(mind you we both have an issue accepting criticism y