A weirdo

Since I got the great news of being pregnant, its put a lot into perspective. I'd been trying for 8/9 months with so and we got our bfp at the end of July. Since then I've been panicky about the fact that there is actually life inside of me. Its hard to believe it.. Like, its one thing to hope that one day I'll be pregnant, but now that I am, its still hard to come to terms with it? Almost like someone's gonna say its an April fools joke. I don't know if I'm weird but I get anxiety thinking about it sometimes.