So you've gotten back with one of your many ex girlfriends from your youth whose contact you clung to so desperately that it came as no shock to me to learn this. You let me spend nine years thinking I was barren and I laugh now knowing I'm carrying love within me from my new fiance. If you're not barren your love certainly was.. and that alone wad enough to stifle any life you could've placed inside my womb. You said you questioned my ability to be a parent and he tells me how great a mother I'll be. Its so obvious now who was broken and the answer isn't me.