I am so excited to see a great Christian group on here! My husband and I have been trying for a year & 2 months. We are still waiting on our little blessing from God. We recently started going back to church, we don't drink anymore, and have I have really started to care more about my body & self. I forgot how good it felt to have great fellowship! Our church is small, but the Lord is there so it doesn't matter. Anyway, through this journey I think we have all had trouble sticking to scripture or remembering that God does, in fact, have a plan for us. I got pregnant at 15 & gave birth to a beautiful little boy. He is six now & my best friend(don't worry, I'm definitely mom first). But then when I was 19 I did something horrible. I absolutely regret it with all of my heart & I really felt like I was the reason we weren't getting pregnant. I know God doesn't punish people & I have asked for his forgiveness. But sometimes I get that bitter feeling back & I have to ask God to just stay with me & help me hold on to my faith. Isn't that hard sometimes though? To just hold on to our faith...especially when we live in a world that makes it pretty difficult? I'm learning. And I'm just thankful to have this place to run to when I need a little uplifting. Oh, and did I mention, I'm only 2 days late(according to Glow) but I'm still excited. And praying.