Pregnant and alone

Jessica • I am a mom of of now three little girls!! 🎀 Life couldn't be better!!!
I didn't expect to get pregnant so quickly. Hubs and I knew he would be leaving for 6 months for work and I happened to get pregnant just before he left. I'm currently 14 wks and he left only 3 wks ago... He will come home for Xmas and go back after then will not come home for good until 4 wks before I deliver. My daughter just started kindergarten and I don't want to be selfish and rip her out after one week of school and take her to another state to be home schooled but I'm having such a difficult time being alone. He was gone my first pregnancy and now this one as well!! I  can't deal. I'm heart broken. My family is around but I don't feel supported. I'm a single pregnant mom taking care of the children, dog, house, bills, life while he is away from all responsibilities... So emotional. Trying not to fight with him. He feels I'm not supporting him. We could definitely benefit from the extra money but is money everything?! I would be so upset with myself asking him to come home.........