I really thought this would be my month...

I had such high hopes for a lil rainbow baby this month...but it doesn't look like its gonna happen. I even used ovulation predictor strips to make sure I was ovulating on schedule; BD on peak day etc....but BFN today. I know I should hold on to hope till AF shows up, but I don't FEEL pregnant, and with my 1st I knew for a WEEK before I could even test. Pity party for me:"(