So today is the third day that AF was supposed to come and has not i am really really hoping this means baby. i f not ill be very dissapointed and i may cry. Its been almost 5 years in 12 days since my last baby and 7 years and 4 months exactly since my first. I am so scared that i cannot have another! It will be a relief as well as a joy to have a baby and not have to place for adoption! I am feeling very emotional today.