DISAPPOINTED

Octavia
This is exactly why I don't buy tests anymore...well aunt flow showed her ugly face today a day before she was expected to show up and of course I was upset and in tears all over again. The crazy part I did everything down to the T right and BOOM it happen, I'm so hurt right now I just wanna give up maybe it's not meant to be or I just can't carry at all...I never been pregnant been marry for 2years going on 3 and still nothing...my husband keeps telling me to relax be patient it will happen. I do feel God is punishing me in some way but it hurts every month to go thru this we even took a break damn near a year and still nothing. I'm trying not be selfish with my husband cause he wants this baby or babies just as much as I do but it's really hard. Sorry for this being long but I had to vent since I've been crying my eyes out all morning...I'm trying tho to be patient but it's starting to get to me a little too much!!!