Anyone else having a love hate relationship with their morning sickness?

Seriously this morning sickness thing is bitter sweet, on one hand I can't stand it and can't wait till I'm back to my normal self again (mostly) but on the other hand I freak out when I feel better even if just for a few hours. In so paranoid of having a MC and the morning sickness helps me feel better since my boobs arnt always sore. 
I feel like a crazy person lol nothing satisfies me lol 
Anyone else right there with me?