Harassment while TTc

I've been tCc since last month but since i stopped with the depo my periods are irregular very bad and while I've been waiting to go back to normal I'm trying to get healthy so when I do get prego but I've been in the hospitals cause my heart rate is very high and I get no sleep since I've been here I've been harassed 24/7 the nurses tell me to stay in bed I'm always in bed and my heart rate is between 130 and 180 I try to sleep I try not to get mad but I'm always upset wtf do I do now