Miserable.

Janea
I'm 36+6 and miserable. I'm up half the night peeing and throwing up, my hips hurt, I have gestational diabetes and have just been miserable. I love my little guy and I'm trying my hardest to enjoy what's left in my pregnancy since this is the last time I will be pregnant. But it's so hard. I'm huge and uncomfortable. I just want to hold him, and kiss his chubby little cheeks. But it feels like this pregnancy will never end. I'm so tired. I want someone to pamper me, but since I'm home alone all day with my 2 year old while my bf works pampering isn't gonna happen. Sorry I guess I just needed to vent for a second.