So nervous

Michelle • A Jersey Girl who is married 2 her soulmate and best friend...suffered 2 miscarriages...also works w/ special needs kids
The tww has been never ending!  Sunday AF is supposed to rear her ugly head and I'm praying she doesn't.  This month I started the clomid.....and for the first time every day since o I've had mild cramps on and off....Monday and Tuesday this week they were a little bit stronger more like AF cramps.....then back to extremely mild....also slight pinching here and there....so afraid to test today cause I know I'll be so devestated is it a bfn....anyone else go thru something like this and get a bfp?