How to Let Go?

Qianya
I've been a lurker until now but feel compelled to share my story. My partner and I have been trying to conceive through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> since March 2014. I've had two myomectomies, a laporoscopy to remove scar tissue, a myosure and an HSG that revealed one blocked tube. 
Stupidly, I smoked during the first year of trying. Finally mustered the strength to quit and just did a 6th <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> with no luck. My RE wants me to have another HSG. And then we are trying a lucky number seven <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> before considering moving on to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. We really can't afford it. It will hurt us financially but I just can't let go of this need to be a mommy. 
I feel like I should just let go but I don't know how. 😔  Oh. I just turned 40 in May. 
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COMMENT (2)

Li

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I don&apos;t think you should give up on having a baby. Many blessings to you!

Su

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take coq10 and use pre seed. it worked for me! I had my first son at 41 and my second boy &nbsp;9 weeks ago at 44. a natural conception with both.i ttc for 10 years with ivf iui clomid etc nothing worked! good luck! x