Majority of us has exhausted this topic but I just wanted to share the revealing emotional struggle of Tyra banks and Chrissy on starting a family. It is true many of us have trouble starting a family and feel ashamed to tell anyone of what's really going on. Of course there is nothing wrong with keeping personal events to yourself. My DH and I have been ttc for nearly a year. I was at a friend's baby shower and something happened that made me realize how much of a toll ttc can really do. Many of my friends and family have babies and it really didn't affect me I will always support them. But on this shower one of my friends revealed the name she was choosing for her baby and it just so happened it was the name my DH and I picked even before we decided to start conceiving. I congratulated her and just before I could even hug her I started crying. I couldn't explain what came over me but I was in tears!!! All of my friends asked what happened but I couldn't speak. I've realized that this "process" has affected me more than I thought it would.