I look on Facebook asking for help and on here and people always give me great suggestions and advice. I love the help I can get especially since this is my first pregnancy. But everything is always so expensive. I feel ashamed and embarrassed so I don't say anything. We can afford to have a baby but we want the best of the best for our child so we're saving up that way the rest can go towards clothes and diapers. I feel like I'm just poor and I don't deserve to have my baby even though he's going to be taken care of and that makes me depressed on top of the depression I'm already in from being alone all the time. I love my baby so much already and I wanna give it the best. But I can't help feeling so down about things. I've always been poor even with my own family so a different situation is hard to take in. 😔