I've been trying to concieve over two years now..that's everyday reading on internet, talking or doing something related to TTC. I haven't got anywhere in this two years part from crying and just feeling fed up..I'd love a baby but doubt it will happen so going on pill. I'm going to end up killing myself because I just can't conceive. Some women go out and open they legs one night and conceive but I plan and think about pregnancy for over two years for fuck all..does anyone else think like this..or am I just a self centred prick..I'm jelous and just obsessed with wanting to get pregnant but nothing.. Don't know what to do with my self right now. It's just never going to happen to me..and I want it the most..