This whole pregnancy has been exhausting and not because of the physical aspect of it. My family and one of my friends refuse to respect my decisions about how I plan to raise my son. For example, I coose to have a friendly and cordial relationship with my son's father so that our relationship isn't hostile and we can provide a happy and fun life with our son despite us not being together. My family feel like I should just put him on child support and completely cut him off. He has a daughter from a previous relationship and he is a great father to her and plans on being a great father to his first son which he's very excited about. There are a lot more things they choose to ignore my opinion about and it's making me more anxious than excited about when my son gets here. 😕