I said yes because the lady I'm doing the shower for I use to be close with though we haven't talked in a few years. Not to mention her mother who has two blind children asked me for help so I didn't want to say no. But I am already dreading it. My sister in law just announced recently and it's all I can do to keep my brave face on around the family. Cuz I've been trying since December. Now this too. Am I an awful person for feeling this way????