So f***in tired.

I love christmas and me and my husband always since we've been together would get gifts ahead of time as in September thru December so we would have money to get everyone something on there list. He wants to be selfish and won't help me buy anything for anyone unless it's convenient for him and mind you I get paid less than him and still try to give everyone a good Christmas even if I dont. My mom, grandma, and dad, and brother buy him stuff every year and he's not expecting it but gives them a list anyways and he doesn't want to spend money and give them anything back because he "hates" Christmas. And I dont give a fuck if he hates it. I'm just trying to be a good person to get someone something when they don't have much. It's people as in mom, dad, grandparents, sibling, nieces. And husband I'm about to not get him shit since I bought him a new wedding ring and I don't get shit. I may be greedy. But who wants to watch someone open a gift that you spent months of money trying to buy and you don't get nothing. Sorry just my rant. Advice?.