I hate my bd

I absolutely hate my bd so much. I'm so unhappy. I keep getting these false promises. Enough is enough. He isn't good enough for me or this child. I'm gonna leave and not come back. I don't care what anyone says anymore. I'm done. I'm tired of being upset all the time. I'm tired of being disrespected. I'm tired of it all. I hate how I'm the only one who is trying. Who is growing up. I'm done giving him chances. I'm so miserable. I hate being depressed. I can't do this anymore .