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My boyfriend and I have been on and off since year 8 (2013). I left last year to live with my mum and tried to distance myself from him as much as possible. I moved back at the start of this year and since February 5th we had been together. He was my first everything, literally. About two months ago we broke up but got back together a month later. He pretty much told me he never stopped loving me and he missed me.
Lately I've been feeling like I'm more committed to this relationship I guess. No, he's never cheated or anything like that to hurt me but I never receive messages after school and stuff from him. He's only ever affectionate when it's just him and I as well. I'm always the first one to message him and if I don't I won't hear from him over the weekend or until the next school day. I know it's stupid but 90% of the time when I'm saying 'I love you' to him he replies with 'you to' not 'I love you to? It kind of just bugs me a little. Every time I talk to him about this kind of stuff it sort of starts an argument and then I start to get worried and think omg he's going to break up with me. Last time we broke up I was so down and depressed I'd sit alone and whenever I saw him or heard his name I couldn't stop crying.
Some days I have to sit back and think if he didn't love me or anything we wouldn't be where we are now but I just wish he'd show a little more affection I guess and show that he does love me and that he wants to be with me.
I'm not expecting any comments or whatever, I just had to let this out.
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