Heartbroken

After finally getting pregnant with my miracle baby, I found out today that the baby stopped growing at 6w3d. I should've been 9w5d. There's no heartbeat. Going back Tuesday because I wanted to be sure there's not a heartbeat but I'm sure that's just denial because I'm bleeding off and on. I am so heartbroken. I can't stop crying and I hate seeing my husband so upset. It's hard after 4 years of trying, going through heartache to get here, just to have it end in heartache. We will be trying again in a few months. I'm going to give my body rest and do this naturally. Also, if you've been through a natural miscarriage, please share your experience if it's not to painful. I've never been through this before so I don't know what to expect. Please keep us in your prayers. Thanks.