Missing him 🙏🏼

I recently lost my brother. He was in a fatal car accident where my cousin was driving. They were on the highway when a truck was overtaking them but the truck came in to early and smashed their car which hit the rocks beside and my brother was in the passenger side. Every day I miss him. He was my best friend and my body guard. My cousin blames himself everyday for that accident and so does the truck driver. It was an honest mistake. What I need help with is personal. I'm making a memorial at the crash site and his bedroom has been turned into a massive memorial filled with flowers, pictures and many more things. I need a way that I can somehow not fully 'get over' it but I need to be able to live with the fact that he has gone. He was an aspiring hockey player who had a lot of potential. Please help. I'm desperate. God bless. R.I.P 😫😭🙏🏼💐