Just ranting.

So i finally told my mom that in pregnant. She lied and said that she was here to support me and blah blah. These past few days she looks at me and tells me I'm fat. Then goes to tell me how a friend of hers daughter just recently had a child and died because the baby was toxic. She tells me subliminally that I'm going to fail. That I might end up needing to get an abortion because I've been so sick and this is my first. That this pregnancy isn't normal and that my babies are going to be born with problems. She also throws my relationship in my face and I'm just ready to throttle her. I love my mom to death and have too much respect for her when I shouldn't. I'm just so hurt. Idk what to do.

I'm having triplets by the way.

Well I'm hoping the other two survive. They have low heart rates.

It's just so much going on, and I'm doing this shit alone.