Heartbroken and Numb πŸ’”

Catrina β€’ 25. Married to my other half. 5-15-15. 1 angel baby named River. Daughter named Remington. Son named Journey.
My emotions are numb. Found out today that my sons heart stopped beating. I am 19 weeks and 5 days. He was measuring about 18 weeks. I am going in to the hospital to deliver him tonight at 8 pm. 
My heart is broken. I'm numb. I'm taking it minute by minute because that's all I can do. 
River Lee you didn't make it into my arms but I don't love you any less. I will live and make sure I make you proud every single day. I love you with all my heart. Until we meet again baby boy πŸ’™