Miscarriage is getting closer );

My symptoms are finally tapering off. My morning sickness has been gone for two days and my Bbs and nipples are going back to normal as of two days ago. My miscarriage is approaching and I'm so scared and depressed. I wish there was anything in this world I could to do change this and wake up from this nightmare. I'm not ready to feel so empty. I don't want to be able to say there's nothing left inside of me after I bleed. I don't want to not be pregnant I don't want to not be a mom. This is killing me.