I've had 3 mc since April and this evening I was watching a film where she got pregnant and gave him the test as a present and all i thought was I will never have that happy surprise again, the first pregnancy I had it and now when I get pregnant I'm so concerned about it happening again I try not to even think that I am and nobody really wants to be happy or make too much fuss just yet 'incase' it happens again and don't want to build my hopes up for disappointment. So sad what comes after mc when it's bad enough on its own without its baggage