Had my fingers crossed...

Well, today Glow reminded me to go ahead and take a hpt but unfortunately I got what I was expecting. There was still part of me that had high hopes of it being a BFP but then again I've been let down by tons of tests. Lord, all I want is to be able to have the privilege of being a mommy. That's one thing I've wanted since I was a little girl. After trying for 3 years for our first it's so discouraging. 😔😞