Feeling Empty😔

It`s Me
Caught an infection over night, temp was 103.. So they said the infection was making me sick, so they needed me to deliver the baby they put some pills in my vagina I started having contractions and unbareable pain within the next hour I pushed the baby out.. I was only 18weeks so the baby wouldn't live outside the womb...Water broke and delivered Baby A in the toilet yesterday, Then today went into labor with baby B... So I lost both my babies😔