I swore I was having pregnancy symptoms. Just went to the bathroom and saw a brown spot on my underwear. I'm assuming af is going to show tomorrow. I am really struggling because once af shows that will be our 12th month ttc. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so depressed and it consumes my every thought. We conceived 4 years ago but we weren't ready so I had the abortion pill. I have regretted it so much (even before ttc again). My doctor said since we conceived before that it's a great sign. Is it ever going to happen? Was thay my only shot? I'm at my breaking point mentally and idk what to do. I really need you wonderful ladies to help me. Thank you.