I feel like a jinx myself

Tiffany
I am inpatient and I have cheapies so when I see people that get faint early positives or I just feel like this is my month I poas. I know it was way to early being only 7 dpo but I did it anyway. It seems like a trend, I start testing early every couple of days and then bam AF shows up. I somehow feel like I'm jinxing myself and my chances 😢. Sorry just needed to vent as this 2 ww seems extra long.