My two babies

I just wanted to keep everyone updated on my babies condition, and I finally got my ultrasound picture. They have something called diprosopus, which means they have two faces, two separate brains, but one body. They were supposed to be identical twins that split too late into my pregnancy, thus making them conjoined. I'm 14 weeks today, and I'm at least hoping I can find out the gender, so I can pick out some names for them. I read that this is a 1 in 2,000,000 chance of happenening, and that the success rate of them surviving is very unlikely, but im happy I get some time with them now, I saw then on the 3d ultrasound, and it hurt. I wanted nothing more than to be a mother, and the ob I saw before my specialist, blamed for them turning out like this, while the specialist explained this is a very rare occurrence, and is not genetic, so there's nothing I could have done. They move and jump around just like normal babies, and had a very perfect heart rate if 157. I'm glad I get to spend some time with them before I see the specialist again. Thank you to everyone for your kind thoughts and words, its just tough to stay happy when you know that you won't be a mom to the baby you've grown to love so much..