feeling alone and worthless

Lily • 20| TTC 😊
has anyone ever felt alone every time your period comes around? I know I sure do . I feel as if my purpose in life was to produce a child of my own and take care of and nuture. I always dreamed of having a child of my own and every month that passes my dream is a failure I know it'll happen when gods ready to give me one but I feel as if it never will