Help pleaSe

Hailey
Okay so we have been ttc for 5 months. I was suppose to start my period yesterday but it never came and it wasn't there this morning. This afternoon it came and I was extremely upset. A part of me just wants to give up because it's just breaking my heart each time. I don't know what to do. Maybe it's because my SO is working all week and doesn't get home till Friday I don't know but it's just so hard for us. During my fertile window we use pre seed. I don't know what else to do 😔