I'm not a mom

Courtnie • 28. Happily married. I'm a mom of Angel baby boy👼, a rainbow baby girl🌈, and my surprise pot of gold baby boy 🍀

By definition I am, but I'm not. No one wants to be the mom of an angel baby. I don't know what being a mom feels like. I don't get to have someone running around that my husband and I have made. I'm ready to quit. I don't see children In my future and there's a reason why. Why God chose this life for me I'll never know, but this is it.

I don't know how much more of this I can take.