Anyone that hasn't really experienced a miscarriage can never understand that that pain stays with you forever. It doesn't matter how far along you were or how many years, months, days or hours has past since its happened; that's a pain that will NEVER go away. Not even your husband or significant other can really understand, I mean they feel hurt when it happens but I DONT really think it sticks with them to the extent of the mother. Sometimes I could just think about it and get depressed and cry. Just thinking of what he/she could've been and all the love I wanted to give them. And although I love my boyfriends children as if they're mine, I'm guilty of being a little... jealous when I see him with them. I love them and I'm happy around them, its just nothing like your own. I'm just ranting. Does anyone understand?