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Kelsey • I am the mother of four beautiful babies-a five year old boy, an angel baby boy born still at 37 weeks, a 2 year old rainbow boy, and a gorgeous baby girl.🥰
Hi, my name is Kelsey. I was 37 weeks exactly and woke up in severe pain; I assumed it was normal labor, so I tried putting off going to the hospital for as long as possible (I had one successful birth in early 2013 and now have a beautiful 2 year old boy). When I did go in, the nurse couldn't find a heartbeat and my son was born still 7 hours later on July 2nd 2015. His name is Nikko and he's as beautiful as his big brother, but boy do I miss him.):  Turns out I had a placental abruption which was most likely due to an undetected and rare case of preeclampsia. We're TTC now and I'm so anxious for a BFP... I believe I just experienced implantation spotting and I'm
Really hoping I'm right. If I do get pregnant this month, I'll be due in July again... Which scares me, too. 
Took a test today and got a BFN, but still about a week or so from my period.