Done know anymore

I am sick of wanting someone I can't have. :-( I am disappointed in myself, that I let my self catch feelings for that person. Still trying to get my license so I could go see him, he had been rushing me to get mine. I wish he would just tell me that he wants nothing to do me, so I could move on. I rather just hear it, but he won't say nothing, now I get the sorry I am busy lol, I miss the way things were...