Periods are the worst.

I just got over my period and it was terrible! I don't know why I'm having so much trouble with my period. It's SUPER heavy all 7 days I have it. I turn into a bitch before I even get it. I get all my symptoms 2 weeks before and then 1-2 weeks after. I clot a lot! Which I know it is normal. But I feel like the way my period is isn't normal. I turn into another person. I'm on edge and VERY mean. I don't know how to explain it. My mom can always tell when I'm getting. I'm struggling with getting on birth control because I'm scared it will make it worse or not help. I just can't handle how bad it gets! I was so mean to my boyfriend last week. I feel awful! He try's to understand but he doesn't get that I'm not myself. Any suggestions? I would love too hear some! Thank you!! 😊