This made me really think. I've had a lot of rough things happen to me lately, all primarily based around ttc, and a lot of times I think, "I'm a good person, so why is this happening to me?" Well, that sermon made me think, am I secretly a bad person? Do I have a bad heart and is that why God isn't blessing me with a a baby? I mean, I know I'm a sinner because we all are but what if I'm just putting on a facade that's fooling those around me along with myself but not fooling god?