I found out I had a misscarriage on Aug 27th. On September 3rd we had the D&C done. Since then I've had really bad depression. So bad to the point I had begun cutting my wrists again. They put me on anti depressants. They work.

All of my friends are pregnant, or having their children soon. I can literally feel hatred for them sinking into my heart. I am jealous that they get to have their baby and I dont.

It makes me sad. It makes me mad. I instantly get angry. But I also try to be happy for them.

Is this normal? Am I allowed to feel this way or should I even feel this way?

It just depresses me even more.