Does anybody out here know????

So, i have 4 amazing kids. My oldest who is now 11yrs old was my one and only ever natural birth. My other 3 were c sections with my second i went into labor as normal, got my epidural was pushing for 4 hours (no kidding ) when they finally decided on c section with him. With my 3rd i had complete placenta previa with acreta and had emergency c section at 28 weeks. That whole ordeal was a nightmare. Then my now youngest who is 2 was a scheduled c section everything went ok other than her having pneumonia immediately after birth. My question is is it completely insane to think i could ever find a doctor who would be willing to let me try for a vbac this time (my 5th and final baby )