Emotional rant...

Ashley • 25🧸Mommy to 1. Pregnant with baby #2! 9 months TTC🍼
I was looking at pics of me and my fiance on his phone, didn't realise how big I am... Not prego big. But thick kinda big. Like 'damn I'm such a lard ass' kinda big :,( I almost started crying. Before I got pregnant, I was a stick. Now I'm just some fatass lard who isn't even showing yet at 21 weeks. On top of that I went to Google to look up something and seen "Kylie Jenner nude" in the search bar. Made me feel even worse because I feel like my body isn't good enough for him even though it's his child. Why does hormones do this to me :'( cause here I am feeling like a worthless pos with a body that has stretch marks on it because of our baby. I dunno what to do......