I started 50mg of clomid.. 5-9 it rebooted my body so I had a lot of bleeding during it..the initial cd21 came yesterday and I did the progesterone test.. I didn't ovulate despite getting a pos opk on the clear blue advanced digital  response... So I got another pos same test two days ago... So my doctor thinks my cycle reset meaning I'm cd 17 today on cd 21 I'll do another progesterone...she advises to have much sex as possible... So I get sexy and DH is "irritated" and while he acted like we'd baby dance I got shut down while in lingerie so I commented I guess I won't be preg this month and meds were a waste. I'm so angry and tired I'm never going to have a baby... My lesbian best friend just gave birth.. My alcoholic maniac of a friend just had her perfect boy why not me... It's never going to happen and in bed crying over sex