Had my first appointment today. I've been waiting for a month for this day to get here. Went into ultrasound right away and no baby to be found. I'm 10 weeks today so definitely should see baby by now. There was a mass of some sort that might have been the baby at one time. Only measured 7 1/2 weeks. Surgery Monday morning to remove what's in there. They will also test some tissue to make sure everything is ok. Have very mixed emotions. I think I will be thankful for the healthy 7 year old I have and not try for another. Feeling defeated. Prayers to all you mommies to be