Anxiety

Hey, me (27l and my partner(25) have been trying since Feb to conceive... but i haven't had a sex drive for 5 years so its not the easiest thing to do! Since the end of August i have been off work with stress and anxiety and have also fallen out with my family due to them not accepting my point of view and feelings, there is alot of pressure for us to "hurry up and start knocking kids out" - it is being to be really hard to spend time with my partners siblings as they have young children and also some friends that have young children as i feel there is something wrong with me! I have a massive need for a baby but dont want what is needed to have one i'm in a visious circle - can anyone recommend anything to help - thank you in advance